Well I read someones post on their favourite films since they were born so I've decided to do a post on my top 20 favourite songs since I've born which was 1990. Disappointing as I have many favourite songs from before I was born but here goes and also the list is in no particular order.

1. Everlong - Foo Fighters.
This has to be my favourite Foo Fighters song if I'm being honest. The first time I heard it it just sent chills down my spine. The song and lyrics are just simpy amazing.

2. Hitchin' A Ride - Green Day
One of my favourite bands which I got to see live in 2009. Best live band I have ever seen so far. This is by far my favourite song by them. Kind of hard to choose just one by them so there might be more in this list. I've not completly decided yet but it is just a great song and even better live. :)

3. Last Summer - Lostprophets
My other favourite band who come from Wales. This was the first song that I heard from them which got me hooked. Comes from the best album they have done in my opinion which was Start Something.

4. They Don't Really Care About Us - Michael Jackson
Well I couldn't do this list and not have Michael Jackson on this. I love all his music but as most of his greatest songs come from before I was born I chose this one. It just has such a great meaning to it and an awesome beat to it.

5. Run - Snow Patrol
I absolutley love Snow Patrol and again this was the song that got me into them. They are such a soppy band but they are just incredible. The song is just so peaceful and brings back some good memories for me such as singing to it on singstar with my best friend.

6. Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park
This was the first band I had really liked and this song for me is just the best one. Another one that brings back some good memories.

7. The Scientist - Coldplay
It's simply a beatiful song.

8. I Don't Trust Myself (With Loving You) - John Mayer
I've only just started to listen to John Mayer in about the past year. I love this song.

9. Why Does It Always Rain On Me - Travis
This song is just a classic. Sometimes I do ask myself why it always rains on me. :)

10. Lose Yourself - Eminem
My favourite Eminem song. To me it just reminds me to never give up.

11. She's The One - Robbie Williams
Just another beautiful soppy song that I actually like. I'm actually starting to realise the amount of soppy songs that are popping up in my list. Also I absolutley love the video for it which started my liking of ice skating.

12. Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden
Haha another soppy song but it's my favourite one out of the bunch.

13. Enjoy The Silence - Anberlin
This is a cover of the Depeche Mode song, however I think this version is much better it's just got an edge to it.

14. Butterfly - Crazy Town
This song just takes me back to the good times. :)

15. Jump Around - House Of Pain
Now this really does take me back but you feel like a total legend if you can rap to the whole thing. :)

16. Warning - Green Day
Not just one of my favourite songs by them but it's taken from my favourite album by them.

17. Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
This is just a pretty recent song which was in the film (500) Days Of Summer which is one of my favourite movies.

18. Heart Shaped Box - Nirvana
Favourite song from Nirvana. Was a hard choice between that and Come As You Are.

19. Time Is Running Out - Muse
Great song.

20. It's My Life - Bon Jovi
Seen this band twice so far. This song is just a great song to sing along to. :)

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. Bed.
2. Ipod.
3. Magazines.
4. Clothes.
5. Tv.
6. Dvds.
7. Cuddlies.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone? Not really to be honest.
2. Does someone like you? Thats a possibility.
3. Last kiss? November.
4. Been led on? Not really.
5. Been cheated on? Yep.
6. Want a relationship? Not bothered. Just going with the flow just now.
7. Wanna get married? Someday maybe.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. Irn Bru.
2. Family.
3. Friends.
4. Music.
5. Phone.
6. Movies.
7. Internet.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. This orange juice is mega strong. 
2. I wish Lost would hurry up and start.
3. I am in love with this song. [Mumm-ra - She's Got You High]
4. Wooh! Glee is on tonight.
5. I can still taste the salt on my lips.
6. Where's the dog.
7. I can't think of anything else.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? Nope.
3. Read the newspaper? Rarely.
4. Get enough sleep everyday? Hell no.
5. Have a best friend? Yehh.
6. Take a bath daily? No I prefer showers.
7. Wish on stars? No. I stopped that years ago.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? Thought I had.
2. Kissed someone of the same sex? Nope.
3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? Nope.
4. Been to a bonfire? Yehh.
5. Ran away from home? Yup.
6. Played strip poker? Nah.
7. Pulled an all nighter? Plenty of times.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? Nope.
2. Had fun? No.
3. Been kissed? Nope.
4. Felt stupid? Nope.
5. Talked to an ex? Nope.
6. Missed someone? Yup.
7. Listened to music? Of course.

SEVEN SONGS YOU CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO JUST NOW:
1. Mumm-ra - She's Got You High
2. Lostprophets - A Better Nothing
3. Frankmusik - Better Off As 2
4. The Smiths - Heaven Knows I'm Miserable Now
5. John Mayer - I Don't Trust Myself (With Loving You)
6. Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
7. Mini Viva - I Wish

SEVEN FAVOURITE TV SHOWS:
1. Supernatural.
2. Lost.
3. Glee.
4. Scrubs.
5. Friends.
6. Gossip Girl.
7. CSI


Name something you did yesterday?
Watched tv.

Do you have a chair in your room?
Nope.

Is there someone you wish you were dating right now?
Nope.

Is anyone jealous of you?
I wouldn't think so.

When was the last time you got flowers and by who?
Never.

Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
Curly.

Who was the last person you were in a car with?
My dad.

Do you want kids?:
Maybe.

What's something you really want right now, be honest?
More sleep.

Does anything hurt on your body?
Not just now.

Is anything annoying you right now?
Nope.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
Nope.

Has anyone called you perfect before?
Yep.

Do you sleep on your side, stomach, or back?
Side.

How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
Yummy.

How did your day start off?
Ok. Woke up, stuck on some music and read a book.

Does anyone hate you?
Most likely.

Do you laugh when people trip for no reason?
Sometimes.

If you wake up late, is the rest of your day ruined?
Nope.

One thing that made you happy today? 
Nothing has yet. 

What is the most difficult thing you've ever had to overcome? 
Not sure. 

Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
Smile and wave.

Your best friend tells you their pregnant. What is your reaction?
"dude seriously?"

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face?
Thursday.

Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
Alan.

Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
Megan.

What was the last thing you cried about?
No idea. Was probably a sad film.

When you buy something and your change is a penny. Do you keep it?
Sometimes.

What is the last voice mail you received about?
Don't remember.

Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year? 
Nothing that I can remember. 

Are you happy right now?
I guess so.

Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
Nope.

What are you going to do after this?
Not sure.

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
Not really. Just called me the wrong name.

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Jamie.

Do you swear at your parents?
Not at them.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No.

What is the last thing you spent money on?
Dvd, Cd, Irn Bru chocolate.

Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
Ehm. My Ipod.

The first person on your friends list calls you a bitch, what do you say?
Whatever.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking to my mate.

What's the stupidest thing you've ever done?
Get very drunk and did stupid things.

Do you listen to peoples advice when they give it to you?
Sometimes.

What's the last piercing you got?
Ears.

Have your parents ever told you that you couldn't hang out with a certain someone?
Not really.

Are most of your friends' parents divorced or still married?
Seperated. Mostly.

Do you get distracted easily?
Sometimes.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgive.

Are you jealous of someone?
Heck no.

Do you have a best friend?
I think I'm having deja vu. Yes.

Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
Yup..

Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them to their face?
Yes.

If you're being extremely quiet, what's it mean?
That I'm being quiet. There's not always a reason.

Have you ever kissed a Robert, David, Nick or Matt?
Nope.

Have you ever asked a boy for advice?
Yehh.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
The boredom.

What do you want to be when you grow up?
An adult.

Do you miss anyone?
Deja vu again. Yes.

Ever found more than a pound in a random place?
Yes :) a tenner on the stairs.

Have you held hands with anybody in the past week?
Nope.

Describe your life for the past 2 months in three words?
Boring, Cold, Long,

Could you ever be friends with someone that broke your heart?
Dunno.

What's your name spelt backwards?
Nasus.

Would you prefer being a millionaire or finding true love?
My true love would be a millionaire :).

Have you ever partied 'til the sun came up?
Yes.

Are you sarcastic?
Yes.

Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
Nope.

Kissed someone of the same sex?
Deja friggin vu. No.

Are your breasts real?
Lmao -feels- yehh sure feels like it.

Does anyone have naughty pics of you?
Heck no.

Who was the last person you showered with?
Myself.

What was the last book you read?
The Time Traveller's Wife

You look back at an ex and thought to yourself or even turned to your friend and said "what the hell was I thinking?". I just had that moment. Not sure whether I should be happy about that or not. It's kind of like. Yes I'm better off without that idiot but that also shows the kind of person I pick to be with.

I was having a conversation with my best friend about how a guy that I used to talk to and how the fact that someone more suffocating and clingy than my ex is a big no no. Which is the reason why I do not want to talk to him anymore and the fact that his actions were become rather stalker like. Then that got me talking more about my ex and how three days ago was the first time I had seen him since we had broke up. He hadn't seen me which was great because I would have no idea how to aknowledge him if he had. Would have been rather akward to say the least. I would just be thinking like the penguins from Madagascar, "just smile and wave Suzie, smile and wave."

It had us talking about him anyway. I realised a while ago that we were clearly not going to work out. I kind of wish I had realised a lot sooner than I did. It's hard for me to understand why I even put up with him for as long as I did but as my friend said "when you believe you like/love someone people by nature are blind to their faults." When it comes to me I was blind as a bat. Then I thought about it even more. I only believed I loved him. I didn't love him. Not when I really think about it. Closer to the end I was finding it harder to tell him that I loved him. Now I know what was going on in my heart and my head. I was in love with him at the beginning believing that I loved him too but once I fell out of love I knew I didn't love him. Hence why I broke up with him. In the beginning most of the stuff didn't annoy me, I just looked past it but closer and closer to the end they would annoy me. The amount of arguments we had was astonishing. Every relationship there's going to be arguments at some points but this was just taking the utter biscuit. Also breaking up every other week like we were in high school was getting on my wick. I wanted a mature relationship but being with a younger guy at the age he was was false hope. He was a boy not a man. He actually acted like a five year old child demanding attention and affection. Wanting my whole world to revolve around him.
I could have told him from the beginning that in a relationship no guy is going to have all I have for him 24/7.
He couldn't take the time to try and get on with my family, aslong as I got on with his it was ok. Nor could he accept that our dog was part of the family, he was a horrible person when drunk, immature (slightly immature is ok but still laughing 15 mins after you have farted is not funny), he wasn't even that funny (which is one of the main things I look for in a boyfriend), he was a miserable grump that was never happy with anything, and he hardly made an effort to brush his teeth, now I'm not shallow but forgetting to brush your teeth is not gonna brush with me. It's unhygienic and I do have some standards. I wouldn't care if you were two minutes late so you could brush your teeth. The list could go on for miles for all the boxes he ticked for "stay the hell away from" but I looked past them. I wish I hadn't but you have to go through all the frogs to find your prince right?

I'm not perfect and I could list many of my faults. There's plenty of them but I can honestly say I deserve better than him. :)

Thats right. 425 days since I have been on Xanga. I had to ask myself seriously. So yehh thanks Xanga for letting me know how many days I've been using this wonderful site where I find out some of people's most deep inner thoughts, great advice and just some articles that made me literally laugh out loud. :)

Love Is..
Love is love when you say hello.
Love is hate when you tickle me to death.
Love is like when we talk for hours on end.
Love is dislike when you mess up my things.
Love is happy when you flash me that smile of yours.
Love is unhappy when you're not there.
Love is laughing when we're being silly.
Love is crying from making me laugh so much.
Love is nausea when I get butterflies in my tummy.
Love is embarassing when I trip in front of you.
Love is trust that you'll catch me when I fall.
Love is doubt that it's going to be forever.
Love is strength when we put up with each others shit.
Love is weak, the feeling I get in my knees.
Love is jealousy when you are talking to her.
Love is frustration when I can't see you.
Love is worrying that you're not ok.
Love is hard, when we argue like cat and dog.
Love is easy, because no matter what I will always love you.